Tuesday, April 6, 2010

UGH!

So that's what projectile means...

Not sure what's going on - I think I have food poisoning - just want to go home and sleep. Luckily I'm leaving at 5PM today instead of the 6PM we were scheduled for. It's end of the month billing time so can't really afford to miss any of this week.

Sigh.
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Friday, April 2, 2010

...

Some days just deserve a BLECH!
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Thursday, April 1, 2010

APRIL F*CKING FOOL'S DAY

This day just keeps getting better and better...

1) Passcode - I forgot my passcode to my laptop...completely! Thanks to my chemo influenced brain, I couldn't remember it to save my life and I used it at least twice yesterday. Aargh! I had to get help from someone at work to be able to log in until I get back to work on Monday.

2) Aunt/Uncle - My aunt is spending the night tonight so she can accompany me to my chemo appointment tomorrow; however, she will not be staying the night tomorrow night BECAUSE my uncle wants her to attend a church thing with him. Really?! I need her the most on Friday night. So from now on, I will leave them out of any future chemos. My aunt will be out of the country for Chemos #3 & #4 and I kinda have those covered, but will call a cab to/from if I have to. She was going to accompany me for #5 & #6. I definitely take a cab for those last two. I don't want to burden them any more than I have to -- it is a long day and jockeying times and rides gets hairy with their schedules. Know this about me -- if I start to feel like a burden or anything to you, I will go at it alone. It will not be the first time I've been alone to do things and I doubt it will be the last.

EVENING UPDATE: We discussed it at dinner and they capitulated. My aunt is staying Thursday and Friday.

3) Medical TV show - As if I don't feel bad enough with my Stage III ovarian cancer and the severity of the cure, I get to watch medical professionals say that eating parsley and celery are good to prevent ovarian cancer by 30% because of the flavonoids. That is not what pissed me off. The female gyno on the show says that ovarian cancer is one of the deadliest cancers and for the 35,000 women diagnosed each year about 15,000 died. Are you fucking kidding me?!

So Happy April Fucking Fool's!
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